I
always follow
your words upon me
though it lead me to sorrow
still I follow the voice you gave to me
each and every moment your shared with other
never I ask you to stop these tears from falling inside me
made believe when you love someone so deep then your heart meant to bleed
wish able to say
No More, please
Archive for me
no more
Posted in POETRY with tags bleeding, HEAR ME, love, me, moon, no more, not a fighter, samarinda, sun, voices, without you, words on November 22, 2009 by willECLIPSE OF MY HEART
Posted in POETRY with tags air mata, aku, artikel, better, castle, curahan, dream, dreams, eclipse, encouragement, ever lasting, gossip, HEAR ME, heart, heartless, hurt, hurtfull, let me, lies, love, love poem, love poetry, loveless, lover, me, my plans, oath, poem, POETRY, prosa, prose, puisi, truth, us, world, you on November 12, 2009 by willfinally…got the nerve to pour it out loud

Have any of you ever wonder…
“what can i do to help this vulnerable shivering creatures..
to guide her and her little one walk away from the ruin of their castle”
rather than that…
all of you delightfully
biting……
and tearing a part……
their meat with your cruel claws
left her and her baby
nothing but skinny bones
“those bones are proven for sins and lust…..,”
they said unheartly
“for others to learnt not to ruin their own castle……,”
they shrieking the oath
for none of them acknowledge
it was her effort
to mend the broken walls
it was her sweat and blood
to keep the castle stand tall
for her heart and soul trap
in the dungeon of honour and bond
for her life
have transcedence
to beautiful black eyes
and silky soft white skin
for only those eyes
strengthen her
through out horrible seasons
……….horrible winter……….
………viscious summer……..
…………dry fall………..
……….heartless spring……..
for all she have done
only to kept on
surviving through
the total eclipse of her life
the eclipse of the heart
for more than ten hundred years….
and more thousands of years of eclipse to come….