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Before I was A Mom

Posted in POETRY with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on May 9, 2010 by will

Before I was a Mom –
I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.

Before I was a Mom –
I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn’t worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom –
I had never been puked on – Pooped on – Spit on – Chewed on, or Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and My thoughts. I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom –
I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests…or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom –
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn’t want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn’t stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life
so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom –
I didn’t know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn’t know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn’t know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn’t know that something so small could make me feel so important.

Before I was a Mom –
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known The warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn’t know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.

Send this to someone whom you think is a special Mom

And remember that behind every successful woman……
is a basket of dirty laundry

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Who Is It

Posted in POETRY with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on May 5, 2010 by will

WHO IS IT

WHO IS THE ONE YOU CHOOSE

WHO IS IT

WHO IS THE ONE YOU LOSE


WHO IS IT

WHICH ONE YOU WILL LET GO

WHO IS IT

IS IT ME OR IS IT NONE


WHO IS IT

WHO HAS THE RIGHT TO TELL ME WHO TO LOVE

WHO IS IT

WHO HAS THE RIGHT TO SAVE ME FROM LOST


WHO IS IT

IS IT A FRIEND

WHO IS IT

IS IT A FRIEND

Have You Ever

Posted in POETRY with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on February 5, 2010 by will

Have You Ever Fall In Love

Have You Ever Thinking Of Someone Till It Hurt

me

real me

Have You Ever Cried Yourself Till You Fall Asleep

Have You Ever Feel A Butterfly In Your Stomach Each Time Someone Is  Near

Do You Love Me

Do You Think of Me Till it Hurt

Do You Cried Yourself to Sleep Because Of Me

Do You Have A Butterfly I Your Stomach When I’m Near

Will You Ever Do Love Me

Will You Ever Think Of Me

Will You Ever Cry For Me

Will You Ever Have Me….

Protected: fixing a broken heart

Posted in DIARY, MY LOVELY with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on November 16, 2009 by will

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Cry on my shoulder

Posted in POETRY with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on October 31, 2009 by will

as dawn rising,

the mist pouring the earth,

when i finished my late night prays,

i send prays for u too.

for u r my hero,

for u r my shoulder to cry on,

coz u r my shelter,

for u r my laughter…

Just because you know I love you so much

Don’t be afraid to tell me you’re sad

Because you lost her love

Though your love is not for me

I don’t wanna see you in mysery,

so come on, baby come on

You can cry on my shoulder, too…

You can cry on my shoulder

And bring all your troubles to me

All your troubles to me

Man ain’t supposed to cry,

but If you do I’ll understand,

Maybe I can show you how you can win her love again

It may seem strange I know

But it’s just that I love you

So come on, baby come on

You can cry on my shoulder

(inspired by Michael Jackson ‘s song “you can cry on my shoulder”

Michael, i miss u so dearly…….you are the sun)

Protected: alone….just (don’t) leave me alone

Posted in POETRY with tags , , , , , , , , on October 31, 2009 by will

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lentera

Posted in POETRY with tags , , , , , , , , , on October 31, 2009 by will

Kunyalakan lentera,

kuletakkan di tepi jendela…..

semoga tidak mati pelita dihembus angin pantai…..

semoga pelita menuntun dia….

yang masih berjalan dalam kegelapan …..

menuju ke arah pelita.